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Think I might kill myself
Think I might kill myself
(MG on the beat, someone come get me)
Think I might kill myself
Think I might kill myself

I think I might kill myself
I know it's just a song
Still think I might kill myself
But when you ask me what is wrong
I'll tell you it's just a song
And I don't mean it
But when I die, please turn my corpse to ashes
I don't want you to

Remember me as
Pulp on the pavement
Maybe brains on the wall
Overdose in the basement
Leap of faith when I fall
I'm sure you'll find a replacement
One that's better after all
You and me, we're adjacent
We met once and then we're gone

I think I might kill myself
I've tried every pill myself
I've tried every pill on the shelf
Meds don't do it anymore
I don't feel myself
I know this song would probably be
Fucking haunting to hear
When I finally kill myself

Just don't blame yourself
And either I gave up on therapy
Or eight years of it gave up on me
You couldn't help
And if I'm still alive
Then the fact that my mama may cry
Has been stopping me
I already seen the tears

When she found out I was daily drinking
When she found out about the drugs
And when, I can't even name it
I seen the same pain
Cause Grandpa died demented
Couldn't recognize her
And neither could I at the asylum
I don't know how by the grace of God

I made it out
And Grandma's got Alzheimers too
She don't know who I am
On my dad's side
Shit gets too fucked up
I can't even say it on the track
Let's just say I had two half-brothers
And now I ain't seen 'em in a couple years
Have a couple beers

Wish I could just shed a couple tears
But my heart's been stitched shut
I just been stuck in the past
New conversations with strangers
Are paled by the vicious memories
And the imminent danger
Risk to myself and others
Everyday, I pray that I forget

Might kill myself accidentally
Not tryna regret, just tryna forget
But it comes back in waves
Back in tidal waves
Tsunamis, hurricanes
Looking from the inside out
I'm feeling that window pain

I think I might kill myself
I know it's just a song
Still think I might kill myself
But when you ask me what is wrong
I'll tell you it's just a song
And I don't mean it
But when I die, please turn my corpse to ashes
I don't want you to

Remember me as
Pulp on the pavement
Maybe brains on the wall
Overdose in the basement
Leap of faith when I fall
I'm sure you'll find a replacement
One that's better after all
You and me, we're adjacent
We met once and then we're

Kill myself, think I might kill myself
Kill myself, think I might kill myself
Kill myself, think I might kill myself
Kill myself, think I might kill my ff-ah
Kill myself, think I might kill myself
Kill myself, think I might kill myself
Kill myself, think I might kill myself
Think I might