Antidote

Yeah, yeah
I might pack my bags and drive to somewhere they don't know my name
I've been stuck inside the city where I feel my baggage stays
I've been going through the highs and lows, lately feel alone
Got no fucks to give, please leave me alone
What's yo angle with me? Take a step away
I've been living on the edge, feel like I'm back to gray
Still not content but I got everything I wanted when I started
But I'm seeing money's got some catches
With it people use you and abuse the knowledge of that shit
I think the person in the mirror is what the problem is
I've got some issues I can't tell unless I'm faded
So I've been sipping, venting to whoever's in my bed that night
My insecurities just made me psycho
These groupie women only fuck me 'cause they think I might blow
I'm gunnin' it for the top, haven't slowed down since
Even when I cross the border, I still run the town, bitch

Tell me that you love me while you're here
I've been scared to let someone in (someone in)
Livin' fear, dyin' trust
Antidote, never does fix me but I go back to that shit (to that shit)
Yeah
Tell me that you love me while you're here
I've been scared to let someone in (someone in)
Livin' fear, dyin' trust
Antidote, never does fix me but I go back to that shit (yeah)

I've had family go before they learned to drive, that's why I pray
Reason's that I drop so much I'm scared my life will end the same
It's getting hard to stay above when I've been living in a grave
I told my family I ain't stopping 'til the bills forever paid
I've had people say forever in my eyes and stab me in the back
It's crazy those I gave my heart to are the reasons that I'll never fucking trust until the day I fade away
Yeah, you made me numb, so I get high to never feel a thing
Nine albums for no buzz, I know it's gonna change
And not too many people breathing goes as hard as me
I hate commitment, mirror has never raised my self-esteem
And I don't ever close my eyes, they told me dreamers never sleep
But made a promise to myself that I would never take a break
And even when my back's against the wall I always find a way
Temporary fixes makes for happiness that never stays
And even when they throw my ashes out the music never fades

Tell me that you love me while you're here
I've been scared to let someone in (someone in)
Livin' fear, dyin' trust
Antidote, never does fix me but I go back to that shit (to that shit)
Yeah
Tell me that you love me while you're here
I've been scared to let someone in (someone in)
Livin' fear, dyin' trust
Antidote, never does fix me but I go back to that shit

Woah
They be shocked when I blow up like "Dammit, that was so quick"
I've been working for years, took chances that they never did
One day I'll be Grammy-nominated selling venues out
Chase account poppin', but I still be filled with doubt
Every girl I had was temporary happiness
Prolly hit one up to chill tonight right after this
Still won't be content with seven figs
Wasn't when I hit six, maybe that's okay though
Grind slow, never took the fast route
First one in the studio and last out
I'm committed to the grind, wonder what I'll find
If I stop chasing women and committed all my time
To this shit
I know that I've been in the mix
But I think it's time we wake 'em up
So go and wake 'em up
Industry is sleeping on the product doing numbers with no promo
Droppin' every week, they about to know though (yeah)

While you're here, yeah, yeah
While you're here, yeah, yeah



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Writer(s): Justin Stone
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