Thought of You

Thirty below, still worth a cigarette
Respect for who's inside
'Cause I can't depend on them to deal with smoke
Too soon when you mention it's too late for hope
Have it your way
Your trigger my face
I was better off a joke
Showed me its a thin line
Between a victim and a scapegoat

Bless your soul
Learned my role
Halo's yours
Go and strike your pose
Frames don't fold
Crop them out girl
Reach your goals
'Cause I got mine
And you got yours
We not friends
But we not foes
'Cause we not close
Ironic how now we're cold
But one mouth don't speak for both

I can't really care
Almost like I ain't really there
Feelin' like it ain't really fair
But what it is and what it can't be
I can't really care
I can't really care at all
I can't really care our loss
I can't really care our fault

We moved in together when we were seventeen
Bottom shelf plastic platinum and graphic sex scenes
Playing house, we were just kids
Indulging in dumb shit and that's the kick
That's the shit I still struggle with
Stumblin', one foot forward
The other is still stuck in it
Frontin' to others like I can stomach it
Posin' like I wasn't the joker in this covenant
Yeah so go and add me to your roster
Of all the things that haunt ya
Right next to the boogie man
Right next to your father
Girl I see it bored as day
It's everything thats ever made me afraid
So before I go and assume my place
In my inevitable grave inside of this office space
If you could put on some coffee
That'd be great
Said if you could put on some coffee
That'd be great
Yeah

I can't really care
Almost like I ain't really there
Feelin' like it ain't really fair
But what it is and what it can't be
I can't really care
I can't really care at all
I can't really care our loss
I can't really care our fault
I can't really care
Almost like I ain't really there
Feelin' like it ain't really fair
But what it is and what it can't be
I can't really care
I can't really care at all
I can't really care our loss
I can't really care our fault