Feel Good

I'm heavy on my words meanings
On my worst evenings
I'm a cursed demon
Ima splurge, go berserk, I'm alert even
When I'm not seeing
Since a cub teething
I was up, diamond in the rough, cut clean and
No sleep, I was up, I adjust even
Fingers up, no fucks was enough to keep in
Figured out what was my crutch and my love teamed up
Now it's up, so and such thought they'd come and teach us
Key to cuff, lock em up, blood sucking leeches
Tried to keep em in touch but they never reached us
When a nigga get off drugs they become a preacher... uh

All night
All day
All my life
And everyday

Pour more, I won't forget what I had to say wait
Pour more, I just forgot what I had to say but

It's alright
And it's okay
It's been all my life
And every single day, huh?

Painted it like it was worth having
Staring in its face, what happened?
Shit different in person, always has been
Can't cancel out the noise factor, uh
Itching for distraction
Meaning I'm fixin for disaster
Speeding for a bleeding heart fractured
Drive a highway through and crash it
Courses haphazard
Sorry if you were a casualty
But weren't casual to me
Living dastardly
Tried to laugh at all my pain turned tragedy
Pardon me, it's obvious I'm awkward when I wanna leave
Quit eyeing me, despite the life i hide behind my sleeves
I'm tryna be

Open like your favorite book
I chose to be surveillant, not surveillable
It pains to say I'm unavailable
At the moment
Check me when I'm free
Or get busy yourself
Cuz honestly...

I ain't tryna chop it up unless we talkin bout some beats bitch, uh yeah

Yeah it ain't no secret, uh
Life is a sequence of events that leads to where you sleep at night

So keep dreaming up
And Keep scheming
So keep dreaming up
And Keep scheming uh
So keep dreaming up
And Keep scheming
So keep dreaming up
And Keep...

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