Again

If I don't make it easy for her
Say she love me she ain't even know me
Can you keep a secret for me
She say can you keep a secret for me

She saying this can't happen again till it happen again
Keep complaining that she need a man but she got a man
20 large yeah that's off the rip
Doubled up yeah that's called a flip
Another whop when the cellular flips
They choosing up and it ain't hard to pick

My dog gotta face time
Too many tryna take mine (yeah)
Shorty hit me on the facetime (yeah)
I was busy had to make time (yeah)

I was down thinking what imma do
All this pain yeah I kept it with you
No room in the safe still got room to improve
Your man check yo phone got him looking for clues

I couldn't hit it just once
My shorty ride in the front
Been through the pain now I'm sprung
They either asking for weed or for blunts
Baby just blow me a dub

I ain't get sleep in some months no
She got so used to the gun smoke
My heart beat skip like it's jump rope
Can't let it go saved the convos

She saying this can't happen again till it happen again
Keep complaining that she need a man but she got a man
20 large yeah that's off the rip
Doubled up yeah that's called a flip
Another whop when the cellular flips
They choosing up and it ain't hard to pick

I could - do you the same
But that's - just not in me
You can - still hit my phone
I put - your mind at ease

We don't talk we don't speak
That's not on me
Forget your man for a week
Got what you need

I make you feel alive
Know what you feel inside
Can't run from feelings
I know you feel it too

For you I'll make the time
Screen calls don't hit decline
The pain I put you through - just know I feel it too

She said this can't happen again and it happen again
She said that it's more to this shit and she just can't pretend
The way she was holding me down I can never forget it
All the shit that we did on the side I could never regret it

I'll never change shit change me
I got tired of waiting for someone to save me
I did you wrong but you'll never know that it pains me
I don't regret it cause all of this shit what made me
I hold you down if you need to shit you can blame me

Don't wanna throw off your energy but you matching my energy
How they moving don't match up with what they telling me
It's pulling down on my soul weighing so heavily
Consistency on my mind I'm moving steadily

It felt like I had no options
There was nobody around me back when my demons had me boxed in
Decisions steering my conscious
For my family I been locked in