Numb Da Pain

When grandma Jannie died
I nearly lost my mind
I can tell you it's the first time that I prolly ever cried
If a man don't grieve then he barely alive
Keep my feelings in my pocket how I learned to survive
In this jungle
Hannn
Its survival of fittest
Ain't no pity for the weak separate real niggas from the bitches
Gotta stand on all 10 like a man in them trenches
Don't like or follow but on my story to see how I'm living
See you ain't really fwm and it's okay I ain't tripping
Can't ride this polar express naw I ain't punching no ticket
Ringing my line checking on me now you see that I'm winning
Peeped yo intentions
It wasn't no genuine dealings
Don't you ever think I need you
No Keith Sweat don't get it twisted
I ain't rekindling shit and you can rest all them pieces
Throw some dirt up on these scars ain't no need for no stitches
And ion play in shallow waters gotta watch out for leaches
Real shit

This the life that I chose
Put yo faith inside yo grind
Don't be trustin these hoes
When it come to chasing paper
Ima go billy goat
Bout my money and my respect
I'm at yo neck like some shoulders

Give em the shirt up off yo back and still it ain't enough
They even cross you more than once
Want you to give ya trust
Steady give you ass to kiss
Want you to give a fuck
Ha
Guess what
I'm all out of favors and you shit outta luck
Took it for granted
Tried to put you up
Move Along you chose them niggas
It can never be us
I seen fake people come and go just like the city bus
And the ones that claim they fuck with you ain't really genuine
I never got the chance to meet em but I love my son
Somehow ignored the signs
The fake love had me blind
I swore last time
Last time was gone be the last time
But I let you play all in my face
And get all in my mind
Said you had my back well now I need another spine
Can never trust another hoe I swea they all be lying
So I get me me and hit the streets on my bump n grind
Tryna dim my light won't make yo hating ass shine

This the life that I chose
Put yo faith inside yo grind
Don't be trustin these hoes
And when it come to chasing paper
Ima go billy goat
Bout my money and my respect
I'm at yo neck like some shoulders

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Writer(s): Kevin T
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