Gloomy

Lately I've been feeling
Bananas, not appealing
Apeshitting as I'm living
Go realer, but I stilt and

I fall apart too quick
Too tall yet I'm kneeling
I zero in, and still can't
F-f-Find an answer yet

I feel like I'm so close
That's what she said
Man, aside all of the jokes
Guess I should've known

The world ain't on my shoulders
Arm myself with hope, work
Lock and load, although words
Never help, all those words

Make my world get worse
Everything I have heard
Came from only sheeple

Too many that are real go
While the fishy stay though
Will my perception change? No

I was born with this
Outlook I'm given
And it stays permanent

Changing's so worthless
How is it working
For others, not myself?

Maybe heaven's hell
Earth set us up to fail
With no lesson. You can tell

Cuz everytime we learn
We slip up, trip, then fell
No breathers, can't inhale

Who would've thought
That I could've got
A day to run off

Running away
Ending it all
Numb to the pain
That's how I fall.

Will it just stop?
Guess it cannot

Everlasting
Getting faster
Problem found and

Solution's drastic
Gone in flashes
Epileptic

Bout to spaz if
I ain't grabbing
A rope and a rusty cage

Family friendly, new song
My Jersey's like Cobain
Remington's the name
My shoddiest jabs takes

Number one anyways
Premonition in my brain

States all this crap adds up
To the only end that has come
Subtracting love to get some

Hatred combined with lust
In this letter I trust
To hit you up more than once
From the Rumble House. With Love

So, yeah
That's kinda why I'm here