Katherine Minette

Wanted by the thoughts
That suck you in
That pull you under

Dear, Katherine Minette
Im a piece of shit and this why I wrote this text
An apology a sorry he
Wasn't the best of men
But keep in mind during this time that you were both my friends
I've thought on this like hard as shit months after the event
Like back then I was smoking swishers 7 to 10 pm
And i'm sorry I didn't help
You were 15 he was 27
Why the fuck didn't I remember burning embers like they're cancer
In my thoughts what did I say
Was that the weekend during nights or maybe day
Wanted to break it down to him
But he wouldn't hang
When it started you said you thought this shit was eh
Or at least ok
We were out of touch because events before had taken place
Maybe these cigarettes went right up to your brain
After all you and I were only teen aged caged with bottomless rage
Rage we'd create

Wanted by the thoughts
That suck you in
That pull you under
I just want to change it back
Wanted by the thoughts
That suck you in
That pull you under

It was a chilly day and you were in the quad
We owned a part of it like it was for the squad
With your friend in an empty hall
An I could hear you talk
I was walking to get some water and you were sunk against a wall
With you face buried in your hands
And your friend was kinda lost
You said he made me and I hate him
I never loved him make it stop
He made me suck on him
And I fucked him and I really hated it all
And I can't stop coughing
And I think he really hurt my jaw
It's coming back to me
At this point I couldn't help but stop
Do I tell or do I hide or do I rip this guys head off
So I light a spliff and decide that it's all better off
That I don't do any fucking thing
And now I wish i'd of
Cause the demons in my head keep beating me until I stop
So I wrote this to say i'm sorry I would of done it all
But I forgot that's a side effect of good ass pot
Good thing I haven't done much rock
Good thing that he's locked up and I cut him off

Wanted by the thoughts
That suck you in
That pull you under

You moved away changed your name
You needed love I am fame
I quit the drugs to become great
And when that's done i'll blow away
I'll drink to you then pass away
And when I die please forgive
Eventually that was him
But never me not Calvin k