Holding on

I'm holding on
To the thoughts
Of when you were gone
I know I can't hide
How I feel inside
My anxiety is starting to eat me alive
I know I can't hide
How I feel inside
You always said that you cared
But you were never really there

Yeah I deal with depression
Getting caught up tryna make an impression
I'm dying inside from all of the stressing
I can't get it out
I'm trying
But it's harder to find
But I'm fine now
Trying to figure it out
But I'm thinking out loud
I don't even know what I'm talking about
I feel like I'm just getting lost in the crowd
But I'm all to myself in the corner
Room full of people they don't even know you
Cause I got emotions that I can not show you
Fighting my demons, got me thinking it's over
I don't know how to express all my feelings right now
Bury my heart six feet in the ground
All of my thoughts keep bringing me down
But I can't get em out

It's bringing me down
Bury my heart six feet in the ground
Yeah, yeah
I can't get em out
No I can't get em out
It's hard to express what I'm feeling right now

I'm holding on to the thoughts inside of my head
I don't wanna get out of my bed
I'd rather be happy instead

I'm holding on
To the thoughts
Of when you were gone
I know I can't hide
How I feel inside
My anxiety is starting to eat me alive
I know I can't hide
How I feel inside
You always said that you cared
But you were never really there

When you come and go
It's hard for me to know
When you'll actually show
I guess lord only knows
I scream and shout
Till the air in my lungs run out
Your love is hit or miss
I can't live like this
I can't live like this

I'm holding on to the thoughts inside of my head
I don't wanna get out of my bed
I'd rather be happy instead

Happy instead
I can't get it out of my head



Credits
Writer(s): Dennis Holliday Iv
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