Animosity Freestyle

Let me start by saying this, god forgive me for my sins
I know I done bad and I'm hoping to get help through it
I been traumatized by this shit it doesn't make no sense
And the ones that I love the most keep on leaving me
Am I ever gon' get to the place that I wanna be
Haven't took no W's lately, it been L's all week
When I get out of quarantine imma smoke some weed
Got me stuck up inside this place, I wish that I can leave
Everybody wanna keep using me for company
I just wanna stack up to the ceiling and just grow some wings
I just really want be with someone I can call my bae
But the love got me feeling like I don't need anything
I got everyone around me happy, or they needing space
I got lots of money in my pockets, pain won't go away
Everyone hate in me or feeling different type of ways
Nothing but animosity all up on my name
Trust me when I'm saying there's is nothing that I'll rather plan
I really miss my mother, should have stayed when I had the chance
Living like there's never no tomorrow so I take my chance
Caught up in the rain and I hope the sun come out again
Niggas moving wocky, the same reasons I don't have no friends
I so heartbroken I don't know if I can love again
I been called so many different names I need to find myself
Every time I ever need somebody, theres no one to help
Every time I feel like I should vent I cannot trust myself
Venting in these songs cause it's the only way the pain is dealt
Lesson learned from 18 is the best thing in life is peace
I just wish that everyone can see the things that I can see
And just believe in me

I'm so innocent as life itself
Sorry for all the pain I made, still trying to find myself
Sorry for all the things I say, sorry for all the hearts I melt
Sorry if I ever disappointed anybody else
I hope my mom see how hard I try because I gave up hope
Hoping that she sees me for the way I am cause I don't know
Hoping that I choose the right path so I can really grow
Hope you don't take mistakes that I made it n treat it like a joke
I done made it so far in my music and it really shows
I done made it so far from what I got, reached all my goals
And I did it with this animosity I had to cope



Credits
Writer(s): Josiah Hamilton
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