Unconditional (feat. Chrissy Spratt)

I had drugs numb the pain
They say happiness is fame
But they all were wrong
Didn't know I had it all
Yeah I made my mistakes
I felt love I felt hate
But you're all I want
Didn't know I had it all
I had it all

I know it feels like you can't win
It's like you're under water babe and you can't swim
And I see you suffocatin' from the weight of my sin
Lookin' up and askin' God Lord when will it end
You wonder is he ever gonna answer the call
'Cause you don't even think that you can handle it all
But yet you're still here and still fightin' the good fight
Even if it isn't what you thought it should look like
The good life that only happens in fairy tales
Especially when you think of the weight that you need to carry still
And that's a burden only few can endure
So you can quit babe you don't gotta do this no more
But you committed though until death do us part
The only thing that I've committed to is breaking your heart
And I don't even know why or what the fuck went wrong
I had everything I needed all along

I had drugs numb the pain
They say happiness is fame
But they all were wrong
Didn't know I had it all
Yeah I made my mistakes
I felt love I felt hate
But you're all I want
Didn't know I had it all
I had it all

When I'm lookin' in the mirror I cringe at my reflection
But when I look at you I want to binge on your affection
Somewhere along the line there's been a disconnection
Your love has been betrayed and I've been disrespected
But I ain't makin' excuses cause what I do is wrong
And I'm supposed to be the one between us that is strong
But you're keepin' us together and that's not fair to you
And I wish I could take it back and that much I swear is true
Cause they don't compare to you those chicks don't even matter
I dream of our before cause of the nightmare I made after
I know you're gonna wake up from the hell you're livin' in
And a part of you wishes that you had never given in
So I'm not asking for more chances cause that'd be stupid right
The day that you said yes to me's the day that Cupid died
And all I ever wanted was somewhere I could belong
I had everything I wanted all along

So many nights were spent alone
So many days that you were gone
Time after time it became the norm
I don't want that anymore
I need trust
I need love
I need patience in my life
No more stories no more lies
All the time you spent away
Memories we could've made
But you wanted somethin' else
And I couldn't help with that
Tell me that you're here to stay
Tell me you won't go away

I had drugs numb the pain
They say happiness is fame
But they all were wrong
Didn't know I had it all
Yeah I made my mistakes
I felt love I felt hate
But you're all I want
Didn't know I had it all
I had it all