I Will

Yeah
Streets are still hard
I still walk beyond
My soul is still starved

When darkness falls across my face
Sweat, hope and tears upon my face
It's times like this I can't erase
The thoughts of being whipped, chained, hanged and laced
So I try to accept the hards and feel the face
With concepts and dreams of a different place
With all the lies and the life that I was taught
And all the good things that I forgot

The cold in the air and like the pussy like a savage
Get an on tight grip on all my habits
Sometimes I fancy the things sometimes I laugh at it
Get beams on the glocks and take a stab at it
While the manic on my stag, no need to be graphic
Except I be in line then you go see action
'Cause you don't even know what it is to cheat
You see the end of an age and a history

I want to change
The world to hell
Things I said hold me, and slowly
Breaking me down
I'm still the same
Inside my brain
And if I change, it might just break me down

The things inside I show but can not hide
And now I lost the count of the times I tried
The times I lied about shit that wasn't even necessary
I changed my flow but my style really never vary
I feel like hardness, sometimes I way to the westside
Wear it like a vessel, carry it on my back and shoulder
Hungry, I'm a soldier, I told you
'Cause I break the hood like a big pile of Folger

Who didn't understand understand the meaning of the mystery
My baby be somewhere close, it's unknown to be
Actin' like a gangster 'cause my bangers be
Sittin' on the block with them 23
Millimeter rounds that'll set you free
So maybe you can see what I can see
So we run up our lives, she cries bitches are Jenna's jewels
Big chains and builds and bullshit we saw the news

I want to change
The world to hell
Things I said hold me, and slowly
Breaking me down
I'm still the same
Inside my brain
And if I change, it might just break me down