My Brain Cells

I need to go to the hospital I need to take the meds
I need to take my pills and I need to go to bed
I may wake up in the morning with a headache and I walk
Towards the front door lift a finger pray to god
I don't wanna lose my shit I don't wanna be a killer
I don't wanna end my friends I refuse to take my meds
I am not talented and my life is just a joke
I don't wanna kill you what will I do without you

Opps sorry it's the joker that I meant man
These kinda pills work wonders on my brain cells
One two three six eighty nine
It is never that enough it is always such a drag
I'm a queen I be feeling like a man so sus
Dragging corpses all along the floor to my bathroom
Taking showers late at night talking to the demons
The demons in my room that always tell me what to do

And so I do it legally I raise my hell and shush
I push my blades through the flesh and now I'm in my room
Feel the pressure agony and all I'm about to do
Refrain from screams all that surrounds you is my den
Nicknamed Lucifer Beelzebub and more
Azazel Satan Behemoth and Samael
Baphomet and it goes around in circles for a tour
But I don't care about the names behind my every door

These are not my true nature these were never mine
I am way beyond this child's play all of you can mind
Your own business in my mineshaft dig all the dime
Push the empty karts and put them all in line
Push them back full of tresures and make them all mine
Cause all you're gonna see is dark at the end of line
Boxes full of limbs and the jars with all your slime
Tasteful as it is man but I can never be on time

Very sad times here Davie's on my mind
Stressful been so long I'm still anxious nevermind
On the back of a firey horse the ghost gave me a ride
Trust in my teachings and your pain I will devide
Get over here I have a bedtime story
Stay put you little shit you will be sorry
But this tale is lame it's a little borry
I can't even breath oh God I'm really sorry

Apologies won't fix a thing just to make it clear
Maybe I need pills for I don't drink no beer
I don't smoke no weed I just killed the deer
I'm not quite the good guy so never call me dear
I remember now I'm not that awful guy
Have my consciousness betray me or have I gone ary
In the battle of thy own self conclusion was a tie
But maybe as I'm certain this won't be my last goodbye



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Writer(s): Lamine Amari
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