Love Letter

Everything has been switching with you I don't know what to think
Flashbacks to fucking you moaning on the sink
You used to say I love you too you wouldn't even blink
Now I'm doubting if our souls will really ever meet
We was hella happy whenever we off the Hennessy
Cumming at the same time, pussy feeling so heavenly
When it came to love I ain't want another girl next to me
I'm a fiend and your presence turned to my ecstasy

Bae I'm calling you cause I'm trynna interact
I ain't in the wrong and still I'm trynna get you back
And I'm trynna fix all of this shit that you done fucked up
Starting to believe that all these other niggas lucked up
Cause they ain't have to deal with you now I'm yelling fuck love
You really got me yelling fuck love, I don't even want us to go back to what it once was
Can't go back to what it once was

Still I'm thinking bout the good days with you when I be by myself
Posed to be with you and not nobody else
Over getting hurt, so I'm putting my love up on the shelf
Almost brings me to tears when I think about the pain I've felt
It's prolly karma for the things I've done and pain I've dealt
Truly miss the days you'd turn your legs into a fucking belt and wrap em round my waist
We ain't doing the kiss and tell, in that last message you didn't even think to wish me well
Looking back on it, shit I was in a jail
In a cell, nobody there to pick me up if I fell
Did all I could for ya love but it was to no avail
Wrote this like a letter but you ain't getting this in the mail
You gave me plenty of reasons for me to hate you
But at the end of the day, to be honest shit I'm grateful
I thank you, I learned and that stupid shit I ain't falling for
Shordies wanna know why I act this way and the fault is yours

Used to say you love me, shoulda known it wasn't real
Even though we had the nights where you was cooking me them meals
Even though we had the nights Im leaving you with chills
Even saying this I don't want you to know how this shit feel
Know I'm posed to but I don't think that I could forgive you
Broke my heart too many times you really fucked up my mental
Broke my heart too many times, treated my heart like a rental
If you needed me I was there not a thing I won't tend to

Looking into the future I thought it would be you and me
Now I'm by myself but it's okay cause this aint new to me
Whenever you hugged a nigga you had me thinking who is he
Prolly shoulda did you like New-New give me my jewelry
Never made me feel like you had me just like I had you
When I finish spilling I promise I'm looking past you
Gotta let it out cause this will end all of my bad moods
If I never met you I probably would never have wounds

We was hella happy whenever we off the Hennessy
Cumming at the same time, pussy feeling so heavenly
When it came to love I ain't want another girl next to me
I'm a fiend and your presence turned to my ecstasy
I don't even think you support the fact that I make music
No this ain't a song to make hella people relate to it
I just speak my mind to make shit continue to stay fluid
But for you I continued to stay foolish
Ignoring all the signs to leave yo ass alone
Took my heart out, left me with this bag of bones
Like one of them dreams where you be running, can't get faster though
Moving in slow motion, love turn into a disaster show
You done probably moved on plus I know who you be fucking on
I would say I'm happy for you but that would be fraudulent
You created demons inside of me that I'm haunted with
I don't think I'd answer if you took the time to call again