Anhedonia

Trapped under ice
My body turns to numb
All the adorations I once consumed
By design
I am prone to opposition
Buried in reflections
The purpose of one
Treading on the Sun

I will not burn again
Ripping at the flesh
Finishing the rest of the cycle
It's starting all again
Repeating every fucking mistake in the end

The end is nigh
It's your turn to die
And reap the Earth of all its ingrowth
You've lost your say
Your way
Your pay
And gave it all back to the fucking host

Restless I sleep
Perpetually I blind my eyes
Restless I sleep
When I never had a need for sight
Restless I sleep
With inescapable pain that pulls me inside
Restless I sleep
Dimming every glimpse of light

Every party is out for me
I hope
That I break right through and find a place to flee
With just me
And no one else
Defamation
Running amuck to every single one of my
Fucking dreams
Driving me insane
Deformation
Poisoning all the passageways in my fucking brain
Blinding my eyes

Time slips through my fingers
Falling through the void
It lingers
I know now what it takes to falter
Into the fucking dark

How can I erase this wasted time
I wish I could lay my head down at night

Another weekend spent night
Alone
Falling down from the sky
I know
That there's more waiting for me at home
When I fill in the holes and bury all of my bones

Every party is out for me
I hope
That I break right through and find a place to flee
With just me
Desolation
Found a way to live this life alone

How can I erase this wasted time
I wish I could lay my head down at night

And I'll never sleep again

Restless I sleep
So fucking sick of starting over
Restless I sleep
With this all these ends deprived of closure
Restless I sleep
With thoughts of better days behind me
Restless I sleep
Gouge out my fucking eyes and blind me

The end is nigh
It's your turn to die
And reap the Earth of all its ingrowth
You've lost your say
Your way
Your pay
And gave it all back to the

Host

Trapped in the void
My Gods have turned against me
Melting every idol I clench in my hands
I dissolve
Memories of everything I've done
Suffering the consequence of what I have become
Treading on the Sun

I will not burn again
Ripping at the flesh
Finishing the rest
I will not burn again
Repeating every fucking mistake

In the end



Credits
Writer(s): Drew Debenham
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