Idol (feat. Ghøstkid)

I think I'm an angel, but I am cursed
Riding so painful, ghost-whipping the hearse
My secrets are shameful, my secrets are faithful
My life is no fable, I'm an archangel

Fiends and I'm filling 'em drugs and I'm dealing 'em, pack the shit up
The orders, I'm filling 'em, load the clip up
'Cause I stay drilling 'em, what did you say?
Slow down, son, you're killing 'em
What do you do? They look up to you
A porcelain doll, an idol, a tool
You dropped outta school, you're burning up fuel
An angel of death, the face of a ghoul

I ain't your idol, kid, I'm just a gangster
I cannot save you, son, I ain't no savior
I ain't your idol, kid, and I'm full of hatred
I cannot save you now, I ain't no savior

I ain't your idol, kid
I ain't your idol, kid

No, I ain't your idol, kid, your idol
No, I ain't your idol, kid, your idol

Hast dir so oft gewünscht jemand anders zu sein, viele sterben so jung
Erfolg führt zu Einsamkeit, nur noch Fassade
Nimmst es in Kauf kannst keinem vertrauen
Niemand holt dich hier raus
Was siehst du in mir? Verstehst du es nicht?
Du hast scheinbar alles, doch alles heißt nichts
Wolltest nie Fame und auch nie das Geld
Nicht tausende Freunde von denen keiner zu dir hält
Willst so viel sagen, doch niemand hört zu
Musst nur funktionieren ihr Segen, dein Fluch
Hast alles versucht, es war nie genug
Machst trotzdem weiter denn irgendwer muss es tun
Sag wer bist du wenn dich jeder vergisst?
Schlafwandelst im Tagtraum, nur wach für den Augenblick
Chaos im Kopf, Gedanken ertränken
Kein Anfang in Sicht ohne tragisches Ende

I ain't your idol, kid, I'm just a gangster
I cannot save you, son, I ain't no savior
I ain't your idol, kid, and I'm full of hatred
I cannot save you now, I ain't no savior

I ain't your idol, kid

Looking at me, well, what do you see?
The vision of something that you'll never be
The kingdom will come, they'll come for the king
What do you want? What do you need?
I'm an addict with a habit
I'll blow your fucking head off
Goddammit, can't stand it
The look on your face, the desperation
I cannot take it, I feel it again
The needles are pushing up under my skin
I cannot speak, but the voices within
That evil is good and the virtue of sin
Who are you? What do you need?
Are you sure you wanna be like me?
Gotta pay up, nothing is free
A deal with the devil, a deal with me

I ain't your idol, kid
I ain't your idol, kid
I ain't your idol, kid
I ain't your idol, kid

No, I ain't your idol, kid, your idol
No, I ain't your idol, kid, your idol
No, I ain't your idol, kid
I cannot save you, son