Universes

I can't tell if it's my heart or my brain
Unmitigated? No, it's just a state
Something that shows I'm not today
I just think better when it's late

I made something then I burned it, did it on purpose
I can't tell if it was worth it or if I deserved it
And I keep winning the game and it makes me feel more worthless
And I keep wondering off into different universes

You're someone else
And the one of you I know is somewhere parallel
And I keep telling myself that this is not a hell
And I'll earn my happiness when I do something well

Am I all alone when I fall asleep?
Wish I could sate my pulse from my circuitry
I am chronic with my psychology
There's no room for me in my reality

I rewind like I've got the Super 8
Then I binge-watch all my mistakes
You'll never get me out of my way
Cause I just think better when it's late

You're someone else
And the one of you I know is out there by themself
And I keep telling myself that it is not a hell
And if one of me's still there he knows how to help

Am I all alone when I fall asleep?
Wish I could sate my pulse from my circuitry
I am chronic with my psychology
There's no room for me in my reality

In my reality

Do we run parallel?
Or is my image that of someone else?
Do I believe this isn't hell?
Cause I am hurting when I try to help

Maybe we all get lost
Maybe it's in my blood
Don't think I'm ever good
I'm simply losing touch

Are you all alone when you fall asleep?
It's better not to taint your reality
Broken record with my apologies
Do you lose sleep just at the thought of me?

Am I all alone when I fall asleep?
Wish I could sate my pulse from my circuitry
I am chronic with my psychology
There's no room for me in my reality

I made something then I burned it, did it on purpose
I can't tell if it was worth it or if I deserved it
And I keep winning the game and it makes me feel more worthless
And I keep wondering off into different universes