Did It Matter

We used to talk every night
I always said the same things
But you always listened
I know I forgot
About you, but
Have you forgotten me too?

Did it matter what I said or asked for?
And I'll lie in bed and look up at you

This time things look different
My face a little older
I haven't forgotten you
I just forgot to stop by
But that'll change on this night
As I rush into your arms

Did it matter what I said or asked for?
And I'll lie in bed and look up at you

Did it matter what I said or asked for?
And I'll lie in bed and look up at you

I always asked you to keep us safe
Protect us from the darkness and the wrong
Help us keep our wits against the stress
Keep us concealed inside our lives
I just hope that this message can be delivered in time

I hate when people only come to me when they need something
I know that's not right, but I'm doing that tonight
This offense is my last chance to make amends and my request
So listen close cuz what you guessed won't be expressed it's on my chest

I only have one thing to ask for tonight
And it may turn out to be way too hard to write
So I hope you can hear me implicit but clearly
And shivering merely but always sincerely

I haven't been perfect I try to do right by you
But at times I find I don't know what or how to
Feeling too guilty it's ending so quickly now
Did you hear me?

Did it matter what I said or asked for? (Didn't matter, did it matter?)
And I'll lie in bed and look up at you (And I'll lie in bed and look up at you)

Did it matter what I said or asked for? (Didn't matter, did it matter?)
And I'll lie in bed and look up at you (I'll lie in bed)

And I'll lie in bed and look up at you