Turns Out I'm Someone Else

Sometimes I wonder why I came here
And if this is all just a dream
I read 'we're only getting older babe'
Written on some shitty park side graffiti

And the more I get to know myself
The more I know I'll never see
There's no way I'll ever know anyone else
And there really is no way anyone else can know me

So I watch the children in the park
As all my lies slip away
There's still some innocence left here inside my heart
As I listen to the birds sing
Reminding me, It's okay

I do not know anything
Only these words that I sing
Cause I'm sick of talking shit I do not mean
Looking everywhere for someone to love me

So as the sun pours down upon my face
Squeezing through cracks between the clouds
There's nothing More I feel I need to say
But the pen that keeps running on my page is cause for doubt

I'm pretty sure that things are buried here
Buried underneath my skin
But time will help me excavate
All these tunnels in my darkness so light can flow in

I thought I knew myself
Turns out I'm someone Else
And it appears that things are changing all the time
and nothing in this world is really mine

So I watch the strangers in the park
Breathing in the city air
Looks like I'm still afraid of the dark
But I'm really gonna try and stop looking for love everywhere

And the birds they'll keep singing, cause they don't care