Thirty-Three

Walking on thin ice but never falling through
Not caring what face I lie to
Are you the next person that I'll use?
Why even trust me?
Why even give me a chance?
All the people that I take for granted & the sacred words I dance with
The sleep disturbed by silence with the lies I hide inside
Why can't I see that I'm misery bound
Within my smile I'm trapped like walking hundreds of miles
The duality of my reality
Helps me run away from myself
The time I've spent trying to win
Only landed me in hell
If you knew,
if only you'd seen
Everything I'd do for you when the chips are stacked against me
A coward is what you'll find if you know what to see
Otherwise you'll find a mask and fake ass sympathy
I'm not sure what's in store, or how this will end
Will I admit the truth, or try to make amends?
You think I'm self-loathing, I'm simply self-aware
Impulsivity is my weakness, and is the burden that I'll always bare
That I'll always bare
I'm so aware, without a care I do this willingly
Just to please, oh what a tease I can't stop myself in-time to see
I smell of disgust, I reek of distrust
These risks I must now see
Are far too great, for me to take Help me for heaven's sake
Now I admit the truth, But can I just make amends?
You think I'm self-loathing, I'm simply self-aware
Impulsivity is my weakness, it is the burden that I'll always bare



Credits
Writer(s): Justin Haskin
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