Goin' Up

I lost my granny man that shit had made me cold as fuck
I know she smiling from above yo' boy been growing up
I used to smoke so fuckin' much I started throwing up
Tryna heal the pain, them was days when they ain't notice us
Now when I walk up in this bitch nigga they know it's us
I'm taking off ain't tryna' land lil bitch I'm going up
And if a nigga got a problem then you know it's up
Shotty so big I blow this bitch and fuck my shoulder up
Money can't but happiness, be rich and still feel broke as fuck
I always locked away my feelings hard to open up
Heart been broke so many times I think i'm over love
She say she nothin like the rest well baby show me sum

I swear this rap shit be so easy like a day job
Pops told me to work hard, so I could play hard
Bitch I been moving by the book I gotta' play smart
Still play like I'm dumb cuz' I know shit that just might break hearts
Through all the rain I still been standing, gotta' thank god
Foenem told me if no one else to do it you gone take us far
When we see that spot up at the top bitch we gone make It ours

I lost my granny man that shit had made me cold as fuck
I know she smiling from above yo boy been growing up
I used to smoke so fuckin' much I started throwing up
Tryna' heal the pain, them was days when they ain't notice us
Now when I walk up in this bitch nigga they know its us
I'm taking off ain't tryna land lil bitch I'm going up
And if a nigga got a problem then you know it's up
Shotty so big I blow this bitch and fuck my shoulder up
Money can't but happiness, be rich and still feel broke as fuck
I always locked away my feelings hard to open up
Heart been broke so many times I think i'm over love
She say she nothin like the rest well baby show me sum

She say she nothin like the rest
Well baby come and fuck with me cuz I ain't nothin like ya ex
Thank god for what I got cuz it was days when I had less
How I feel numb and still depressed
I put down drugs and picked up music to get something off my chest
Sometimes I feel like I'm too young to be this stressed but shit just started
But I can't break and I can't fold lil nigga I been going harder
Thought I was dumb cuz I ain't speak but whole time I was thinking smarter
Lil bitch I jumped into that ocean and adapted to that water
And I know people leave like autumn
From the bottom of the bottom nigga you know I ain't ever going back
Yea a nigga been workin' his ass off
Outta' this world like I ain't from earth i'm wishing that I could just blast off
I been in my zone can't wait till we on, i'm gettin' my mama a Track Hawk
I'm tryna run a lil bag up
Other niggas be fuckin' they bag off
I was masking emotions way before corona
Thought that shit was healing me it really made me colder
Shit was really killing me but fuck it man we rollin'
And it's up there I won't stop until it's over

I lost my granny man that shit had made me cold as fuck
I know she smiling from above yo boy been growing up
I used to smoke so fuckin' much I started throwing up
Tryna heal the pain, them was days when they ain't notice us
Now when I walk up in this bitch nigga they know it's us
I'm taking off ain't tryna land lil bitch I'm going up
And if a nigga got a problem then you know it's up
Shotty so big I blow this bitch and fuck my shoulder up
Money can't but happiness, be rich and still feel broke as fuck
I always locked away my feelings hard to open up
Heart been broke so many times I think i'm over love
She say she nothin like the rest well baby show me sum