I Miss You, I’m Sorry

Tear into my skin and bones
How am I supposed to grow?
You latched onto my heart with stones
And dragged me beneath the undertow, ha

I've been laughing just to change
The scenery from blue to grey
But I just simply can't evade the mellow man who smiled at me

And it's always easy to tell you I'm sorry
But also to blame you, I invited you over
To tell you how my heart hurts
And you left without knowing the truth that-

I didn't want to kick you out
I didn't want to lose your love but-
You'd forgotten all about
The heart you were once so wary of and
Now thе moments come and gone and
I am sitting all alonе
At the piano where you once kissed my neck and cheek and nose

And it's never easy to tell you I miss you
I know you do not miss me when it's a warm night
And the heat leaves me sleepless
I wait for you to call and say

"Darling, I'm sorry
I fucked up, repeatedly
I hurt you, forgive me
I miss those eyes that adored me

Oh I, guess I'll pour another drink
Apparently that's what we do
The broken hearted, stagnant
Never-moving bodies I'm accustomed to

I cannot seem to let this go
When it feels I'm moving on
I see someone who looks like you and
I just have to stop because

It's always easy to say you were clueless
To tell my friends that I'm alright
And fake moving over a hill set before me
That's just way too god damn high

Darling, I'm sorry
I fucked up, repeatedly
I hurt you, forgive me
I miss those eyes that adored me

And I miss you, I miss you, I'm sorry
And I miss you, I miss you, I'm sorry
And I miss you, I miss you, I'm sorry
And I miss you, I miss you

Darling, I'm sorry
I fucked up, repeatedly
But you hurt me and I had to leave
I miss those eyes that adored me, oh I