Running

Tired of runnin I don't need all that cardio
Maybe travel with pipes be movin like Mario
So much drama this is Corey's go at maury show
Gotta get it in from the night til the morning glow
Cus I'm so tired of runnin
Demons in my ear and they tellin me something
Im so tired of runnin
Cant fight depression while pulling my punches
I was sixteen mixing all these pills with a bottle
Praying that id die but I still saw tomorrow
Should've died that night but I lived to dodge my problems
Still runnin to the hills when I feel I can't box em
Distant cus i moved so often
Using excuses to live this toxic
Girl wants me to speak but I'm still not talking
Its like asking to run when im still not walking
Imma front act like everything is so good
If I got a problem I'll just write it in my note book
Dont matter how I feel it matters if the flows good
I'll smoke it away the homies always roll woods
Spark up to escape from it all
The higher I get will just worsen the fall
Still runnin from these problems man i'm so uninvolved
Too grown to be scared too young to know it all
Yeah I'm so tired of runnin
Demons in my ear and they tellin me something
Im so tired of runnin
Cant fight depression while pulling my punches
Im so tired of runnin
Cant fight depression while pulling my punches

Problems with my depression been more and more consistent
I see it in your eyes that you hate that I've been distant
As a kid I moved alot maybe thats the link between this
I get close to people then place seas between us
I know im not as open with you as am the mic
But it takes what I hate in myself and makes fans for life
I see how you see it and I can't say that im proud
I can't give the things to you that I can give to a crowd
I only face myself in a few takes and a punch in
As selfish as it is this is the way I stop runnin
Damn hard feelings on loose leaf
Let the pen bleed and try to find a new me



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Writer(s): Corey Loveless
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