sucks to see you doing better

Picked up a shift on a Friday
Saw you at the counter so I ran away
Waited 'til you got your drink
And watched you leave
But I used to say, "Hey babe, your drink's on me"

Living in a big city
With an even bigger paycheque
Heard you got a new honey
And a rooftop deck
Lucky that you're not with me
'Cause you're living so A-List
Making all of your money
And I can't make rent

You're doing better than me, I admit it
Found someone better than me, and I get it
You're better off and I'm worse than ever
Sucks to see you doing better

Heard 'Lonely Weekend' on the highway
Broken air condition in a heat wave
See you passing by me in the H.O.V
With somebody else in your passenger seat

Living in a big city
Acting like you're so famous
Tryna keep myself busy
Like you don't exist
Lucky that you're not with me
'Cause I'm living so aimless
Always go to bed dizzy with an empty chest

You're doing better than me, I admit it
Found someone better than me, and I get it
You're better off
And I'm worse than ever
(Sucks to see you doing better)
You're doing better than me, and I hate it
Found someone better and I'm devastated
You're better off
And I'm lost forever
Sucks to see you doing better

I wish I didn't work late
And it's too late now to work it out
And I wish that I could wish you well
But I can't even do that for myself

Could've run a marathon
Or married a doctor
But instead I'm watching marathons of Harry Potter
And you heard from a friend
Of a friend
Of a friend
I get lonely

In a basement apartment, with the laminate floors
Giving up on my health, for the drugs when I'm bored
And I gain a few likes, for every meal I ignore
I've been dying since the day I was born
Lately I think I'll die alone

You're doing better than me, I admit it
Found someone better than me, and I get it
You're better off and I'm worse than ever
You're doing better than me, and I hate it
Found someone better and I'm devastated
You're better off and I'm lost forever
Sucks to see you doing better