Idontevenunderstandmyself

Let me tell you how this is it
I change my mind up more than my panties
I know people say that is black or white
But to me is never about that
I always get the opposite that i want
Or may i never feel alright?
Doing things just for impulse and get sad for nothing at all?

People say "things happen for a reason"
But deeply i want it to be different
Maybe i like to self sabotage

I am so impulse to a fall
But I can't help it
I don't even understand myself
The only thing that I'm sure
Is about my songs because nobody buys them oh no
I'm just surviving pretending that i never needed your love?
Needed your love

Do i needed it?
Do i needed it?

Should I told you this? or would you see me as a sad bitch
Oh anyways let me tell you about the time that i let my ex be my friend
Even knowing that it was going to hurt me
But i did it because i felt so sad sleeping alone
But then I put him right back just like that cause
I felt like a such a dumbass

People say "things happen for a reason"
But deeply i want it to be different
Maybe I like to self sabotage

I am so impulse to a fall
But i can't help it (I can't help it)
I don't even understand myself (I don't even understand myself)
The only thing that I'm sure
Is about my songs because nobody buys them oh no
I'm just surviving pretending that i never needed your love?
Needed your love

Needed you love
Needed you love
I'm just pretending?
(Just pretending)
That i never needed
You love

I am so impulse to a fall
But i can't help it (i can't help it)
I don't even understand myself (i don't even understand myself)
The only thing that I'm sure
Is about my songs because nobody buys them oh no
I'm just surviving pretending that i never needed your love?

I'm so impulse
I'm so impulse



Credits
Writer(s): Stephany Zamora
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