April Diaries

Yeah
April Diaries
This is how my story goes

Born Fortune, Neo April...
Destined to be a fool, it's in my last name
Back when I was younger
I had a couple cases they were minor
But God saved me
I was a wreck, and I still am
This grace is amazing to save a wretch like me

I'd never want my kids to be just like me
I had wounds I would keep dressing
And never let them air out
I mean, get them out in the Open
Instead they kept stressing me
So I kept them covered
But never in prayer
I guess it's easy to cry when no one's there

And then complain that no one's there
I thank God for changing me
In the continuous sense
A work in progress
I am being Christ-like
I'm also being disliked
By those who can no longer manipulate me
And that's okay though.

I don't NEED approval from them so I can operate
I guess that bugs them
Which is cool, I still love them
God is Love, and I'm the vessel that He dwells in
Filled with love, so I can't spread hate
I may not get it right in my first time

Or many times over
Before my rhymes over
Take away the beat that I rhyme over
Drunk in love but I rhyme sober
It's all God, it's never me
He takes places that I'll never see
Doors opened, that can't be locked
I'm about my Father's business
I can't be stopped
Feels like I'm jaded
Or I'm a Jaden
Either way
I'm about my Father's will
And this is only the beginning