Hope

Even on the most cloudiest of days
The sun'll shines on and'll share those rays
The grass grows green like the herb I blaze
I pray this feeling will never go away
And although I got a lot on my plate
It is never to late to get rid of this hate
I'm always asking is it worth it I'm just trynna find my purpose
All I really know is I cannot be something I ain't

I am Inebriated
But not because I'm trynna drown my sorrows
Yeah but more because I feel amazing
Nine blunts in rotation And you know where I stay
This is for my east side cats who be stuck in they ways
Trynna just make a living no matter how we feeling
But when it comes to money always making bad decisions
And do not get me started on these stupid fucking women
Who just want to waste your time but don't care about your interests
They all the same who am I to complain
And to really tell the truth I wouldn't want it to change
I got a lot on my brain
And I've been doing everything in my power just to make sure that I do not go insane
And even though it is a little complicated
I can't go a day without being medicated
Contemplating on the reason why I'm always getting faded
Trynna figure out just why the fuck I am always hated ugh

But even on the most cloudiest of days
The sun'll shines on and'll share those rays
The grass grows green like the herb I blaze
I pray this feeling will never go away
And although I got a lot on my plate
It is never to late to get rid of this hate
I'm always asking is it worth it I'm just trynna find my purpose
All I really know is I cannot be something I ain't

At often times I wonder why we have been born to die
To justify the way we live it is a lonely life
It's simple physics
And then we live our whole lives never worried about other peoples characteristics
Just do your thang and hope they minding they business
Cause every time I speak all I would rather hear is crickets
At the first end of a sentence I'll be speaking to plain
But you gone have to give it a second I am setting the stage
I am giving my all to these people who don't do anything but lie
And for a couple years I wondered why
It is me that people always wanna play and cheat
Y'all some mother fucking snakes something I could never believe
But ima try and keep the peace and that's a promise
But I don't really feel to good if I'm completely being honest
Constant conversation got me really upset
Cause any word ever said everybody full of shit

And even on the most cloudiest of days
The sun'll shines on and'll share those rays
The grass grows green like the herb I blaze
I pray this feeling will never go away
And although I got a lot on my plate
It is never to late to get rid of this hate
I'm always asking is it worth it I'm just trynna find my purpose
All I really know is I cannot be something I ain't

And Now I gotta go to work so I can get the bag
I'm trynna give my kids the life that I could never have
See I am still broke
All I have enough is for some diapers and a sack so I could have a little smoke
I've been stressing trynna find a blessing in disguise
See the truth is I could never really learn my lessons
I'm Always second guessing every action I take
And I'm never exactly sure on which moves I want to make
And due to that fact I normally always sit back
And watch the world for a second to see which way they'll react
And I've been plotting courses scheming on a plan of attack
But I cannot move forward if I do not conquer my past
My moneys tight I've been trynna make it right
Making sure that my kids got a place to stay the night
Then I'll lay awake stuck for hours staring at the ceiling
Cause my only choice is either pay the rent or feed the children

And still on the most cloudiest of days
The sun'll shines on and'll share those rays
The grass grows green like the herb I blaze
I pray this feeling will never go away
And although I got a lot on my plate
It is never to late to get rid of this hate
I'm always asking is it worth it I'm just trynna find my purpose
All I really know is I cannot be something I ain't