More Than I Should

Is a billion shades of blue what I'm Supposed to feel
Looking at memories of you inside my photo reel
Keep it inside so no one gets Involved mmmmm
I close my eyes and I relive it all
When I met you I was broken
I was down on my luck
Yet you were open
To show me how to love
Prior relationships were just Hypocrisy
And like a light I was turned on by all The reciprocity that you've provided Me
I had to leave and when I did it felt Like something died in me
And thoughts of you Been racking up My brain like a lobotomy
I'll probably
End up all alone cuz of my honesty
The ones I think is right just end up Wrong for me
They send Naked texts, hoping I get The message
It's not always about sex, with you I Crave connection
To be in your future I give you love And affection
With hopes to make it out your past I just got one confession

I think about you
More than I should
More than I should
More than I
I been holding on
As
Long as I could
Long as I could
Long as I

I couldn't forget you with short term Memory loss
Made me regret my attempts on Ending it all
I put my trust in the wrong chick, Ended up homeless and heartless
I was going through some hardships, And you were light in my darkness
Ain't have a dollar to my name, but You still rocked whit me regardless
Deep inside I was ashamed, felt like Had nothing to offer
When I told you my dream you Supported,
You made me feel so important
The heart that you had was Enormous
You even told me I was gorgeous
We met up on a hopeless date Shooting the breeze
To making love In front of ocean Waves out on a beach
I'll never forget you always on mind
So I took some time to write rhymes Just to tell you

I think about you
More than I should
More than I should
More than I
I been holding on
As
Long as I could
Long as I could
Long as I