Crowded Places

I want myself to listen to what I truly feel
I want all competition to shortly stop being real
I'm scared of being loud
I'm scared of missing out
I wanna be in position where I control all of me

If you just take advantage of me now, now
I'll try to be okay but tell me how

That's why I hate crowded places
But I can't compensate for not getting chances
And god, I can relate to being called basic
Now I wanna get straight to crowded places

I want myself to realize when I'm sounding mad
I want my heart to break sometimes, just to be glad after that
It makes me fucking sick
Why I cannot just pick
To maybe not be a saint at times when I got something to add

Showing up with no impressions is a dream
But I can't even come, that's why I scream

Turns out I hate crowded places
But I can't compensate for not getting chances
And god, I can relate to being called basic
Now I wanna get straight to crowded places

Turns out I hate crowded places
But I wanna make new romances
I guess I'll let down my defenses
But is it safe?

Falling, falling
One step at a time
Show it, throw it
Rearranging what's mine
Let me threaten me
While I'm still alive
Don't forget me



Credits
Writer(s): Szymon Czech
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