Chronicles

How the hell have I been keeping up with the happenings in my past life
I don't wanna go back
I wouldn't wanna go back
I'm still 22 years old man so the truth is I ain't seen much
But with that being said I could still tell you that the past just got a mean taste
And my brain is just stuck there like it stepped right into a sticky paste
I remember when I used to go to church
A lotta Christians are full of shit and they can make you feel like an outsider
But honestly, this sick behaviour is not just with the righteous ones
Everybody's got the capability to treat someone so devilish
You got a relative that's a great cook but you would rather eat from the devil's dish

I can stand here and tell you something that is so wrong about a good guy
And I'll see how quick you are gonna act based on a fucking lie
I got a bad past that forced me to know a thing or two about goodbyes
I lost a mom and a grandma, an uncle, two brothers and one sister
My heart died
How many blows like these ones can a kid take
How many tears can still drop till my soul break
I was raised a Christian but it seems to me that my whole life has been cursed
It's not so bad that I don't believe cos I respect people and their beliefs
Right now there is no faith that I have in anyone but me, trust me
Even the one that is up in the sky and supposedly cares

And my brain is just stuck there like it stepped right into a sticky paste
I remember when I used to go to church
A lotta Christians are full of shit and they can make you feel like an outsider
But honestly, this sick behaviour is not just with the righteous ones
Everybody's got the capability to treat someone so devilish
You got a relative that's a great cook but you would rather eat from the devil's dish



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Writer(s): Shiko Monyebodi
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