Beyond Reach

I found that reaching out
it's uncomfortable (it's uncomfortable)
Plant my feet to the ground
And dawn feels dim
Just seeking us in our darkest grief
Understanding is beyond my reach

Well, I'll carry this
It's never leaving, it's never failing
I can't shake the feeling
It's all fading and I can't cope
The pain's still sharp
It's just like an open cut

And after all, is this obvious?
It's too much to hold
Plant my feet to the ground
The light feels cold
Just speaking out loud
It's too much to hold
But I can't find the words

Am I awake?
My eyes are sore and I'm feeling numb
The air stands still
I'm searching for a meaning
As it fades from now, I'll cherish every moment
And I can't make this on my own
I'm losing all my hope
Just breathе in, breathe out
We arе not okay

After all, is this obvious?
It's too much to hold
Plant my feet to the ground
We'll find a meaning in this one day
And come to terms with losing the thought of your embrace
Living without you
A hole in my soul that I can't find
The weight holds
But living without you
So lost in this loss that I must hold onto the ground

I am who I am because of who you always were