Lovemeknot

Waking up in misery
Cut my tongue I cannot speak
Tied up in this tragedy
Always think you'd come around to save me
Caught up in insanity
Referral to pharmacies
Pills to stop the crying please
On my knees
Choking at the sight of hope
Grasping hands around my throat
Up in smoke
By the rope
Just like you had told me so
But I guess you had to go
Walk right out of the front door
Is it just me or
Have I been here before?

Tell me it's fine to close my eyes
The fading light
My demise
Trapped in my own deceit and lies
Lovemeknot
Say goodbye

And I never thought it would end this way
I'm broken hearted
At least the drugs will help me go to sleep
Start to breathe
Make sense with reality
Leaving thoughts with myself alone

It's not like I feel the pain
Life is going down the drain
But then again
It's so hard to tell
If I sold my soul
To the devil in the well I'm told
I'll be whole again
The greatest lie is saying that he exists
But it's so hard to reckon with
When I'm fighting for my life
This death note I start to write

Tell me it's fine to close my eyes
The fading light
My demise
Trapped in my own deceit and lies
Lovemeknot
Say goodbye

Love me, lovemeknot