Pathology (feat. SkyDxddy)

In due time, it feel like this all makes sense
No stage fright, them bright lights, I pay respect
Aye, yo'

Aye, I'm tired of change
Life has been weighing me down as of late, mm
Need an escape, something real positive keep me awake, mm
Tired of games, retired the kid 'cause I constantly shake, mm
Cannot sustain livin' this way, I be needin' a break, mm
Can you relate? Usin' your passion and earning a wage
Struggle for years, but I'm lovin' the chases
I'm writing these bars, I be smilin' for days, mm
Conquer the day
I promise you everything great be today
If you be doubting me, maybe look down on me
Probably ending you lames, yeah
Ooh, switchin' the attitude up
Stiffen that chin and I'm toughening up
Livin' my life and I'm sharing the message
That positive thoughts are the key to succeed
Fuck all these meds, leave me depressed
Now I got homies that clean up my mess
Will not address, my ones are stressed
All of these problems, they float in my head
What you expectin' when you be obsessed?
Living your life and the fans being pressed
My intellect leave you perplexed
Now you approve and the beat don't contest, whoo
Thank you for having me
Knocking you out like Fatality
Oh, what a travesty
This an academy
Teaching a winner mentality, yeah, whoa

Sometimes I can't help myself
What is wrong with me?
Can someone help me understand my pathology?
Mm
Yeah

I need you to hear what I'm saying
Don't need to be fucking sedated; I'm already faded
I'm sick of your face and I'm sick of the numbness I feel day to day
And it's like I'm stuck in a game
That's been rigged since day one, so I'm not gonna play it
I'm a misanthropist; I hate mankind
Perhaps it's because they pretend to be blind
Blind to the drama, it makes them uncomfortable
Blind to the beatin' and blind to the vulnerable
Blind to the fact we're all sittin' here miserable
Slittin' our wrists just to have a new visual
Kiddin' ourselves when we say we're okay
Playin' in black 'cause that's when we feel safe
Darkness always comes, so I guess come what may
Might come back as the devil when I reincarnate
Got a pathological urge to take lives away
You know vigilantes don't be takin' no breaks
I can't be tamed, make no mistake
You should be dead, or at least be ashamed
Don't be a pawn in this, don't you dare fall for it
You gotta get up and find some way to conquer it
You gotta take shit, ain't no one gon' offer it
They want you to beg for your life, they get off on it
Rah

Sometimes I can't help myself (Ooh)
What is wrong with me? (Ooh)
Can someone help me understand my pathology?
Mm
Yeah, sometimes I can't help myself
What is wrong with me?
Mm