Almost Forever

See if I had a choice about it, trust me I would never feel
Didn't give two fucks about me when I thought that they was real
Sadly just to speak about it, swear to god it give me chills
Lately I been thinking bout it
Thinking bout it
Thinking bout it
I was only eighteen when you left me for the better or the worst
Whichever comes first
It's whatever
I was this close to having forever
But I found out that nothing lasts forever & it hurts

Wish I could go back
Wish I go back see my dawgs
Got some pain up in my chest
I could feel it when they call
Eating at my skin, guilty conscience make it crawl
I remember all them days, all them days we were involved
And I miss you
I been going through this hell
Like baby can't you tell
I been trying to live it well
And I miss you
I don't know if you can tell
But I'm living in hell baby
I'm living in hell
I don't know how I feel anymore
She coming up
Only hit me up when she bored
I'm coming in, coming through I kick down the door
Dancing with the devil, I never sold my soul

See if I had a choice about it, trust me I would never feel
Didn't give two fucks about me when I thought that they was real
Sadly just to speak about it, swear to god it give me chills
Lately I been thinking bout it
Thinking bout it
Thinking bout it
I was only eighteen when you left me for the better or the worst
Whichever comes first
It's whatever
I was this close to having forever
But I found out that nothing lasts forever & it hurts

If you wanna shoot then shoot
I been praying for it too
Got some homies in the grave
Got gorillas in the zoo
Don't you say that you afraid, when you looking at me too
Baby look me in my face, look me in my face
And you know me
I would keep this shit moving
I don't like being second cause that's just first next to losing
I can't fuck with you baby you got me picking & choosing
I
And I miss you
I been going through this hell
Like baby can't you tell
I been trynna live it well
And I miss you
I don't know if you can tell
But I'm living in hell baby
I'm living in hell

See if I had a choice about it, trust me I would never feel
Didn't give two fucks about me when I thought that they was real
Sadly just to speak about it, swear to god it give me chills
Lately I been thinking bout it
Thinking bout it
Thinking bout it
I was only eighteen when you left me for the better or the worst
Whichever comes first
It's whatever
I was this close to having forever
But I found out that nothing lasts forever & it hurts



Credits
Writer(s): Dominic Cadena
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

Link