Addicted to Pain

You hate me erase me
Just break me
It's feeling so good addicted to pain
Stuck in my brain, I'm feeling so numb
Now all this rain is coming down
Girl it won't stop an I can't see
Can't wipe it away, I run away
Move state by state I'm loosing faith
Within myself, but i won't change
Girl I'm so dead, Inside
Girl I just said, a lie
Cause I'm still here an I'm still broken
She left me open it's hard to focus
But I'm stuck hoping
That this will change now I'm here
Soaking In my feelings, feeling so bad
I try to control that, But nothings helping
I'm living helpless, Been on my own
Since I was so young
My music has saved me
An made me strong
But I'm still stressing, feeling alone
An nobody's helping
That supposed to be helping
But would life be?
If I wasn't broken
I wouldn't be helping, all these people
That are fucking broken, we all stuck hoping
That this will change I hold this pain
Under the surface, I try to change
But nothings helping

I'm stuck faded
Writing history down
I Stay up late, contemplating
Writing all of it down
Drowning in thoughts of this misery
I smoke too much, To ease my mind
I Hope you thought of the memories
I'm glad that she stayed
To take this pain away
I hope she hear what I'm saying
I hope the pain in your mind
Goes away over time
Until you can't remember
How you felt to feel this



Credits
Writer(s): Coby Grissom
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