Walls

Building walls
Wanting them to come down
Each year they get, get more tall
Wanting them to come down
I'm stuck, unable of moving around
Mal-intentioned
Wasn't taking steps
Into the right direction

I know we said that we wouldn't be anything special
But now I'm sure that this is different Have I already mentioned
You may not feel the same but I can wait many days
'Cause when I look in your eyes my worries go away

See myself staring back the reflections an attack
I've told the truth through and through why am I not getting through
Wasn't looking out for this, but here we are
It found us

The way I know you feels so wrong haven't even shared a kiss
Didn't think I'd fall so quick, for a stranger no less
I came dressed-dressed-dressed to impress
You were dressed-dressed-dressed with no stress
I do it for myself I sit up tall on my shelf
Too many emotions I was clearly devoted
I let the world know and I became too
Potent

When I'm mad I cannot look back (back)
We really messed up messed up bad
Got attached to you
On the tracks for you
Like a roller coaster just passing through
No need for amusement parks when you've got my heart
Keep it on my sleeve that's where it's meant to be

I'm just a little high, just a little off life
Never got to know your touch you never knew mine
What's for me's meant to come I believe in destiny
I set my own my own prophecy
Wanted this to last
Why didn't you let me try to understand your past
My mental's got it all wrong
It was you that I wanted to be the one

Been waiting now I'm done with the
hesitation
How many chances did I give you
Just to prove all you were seeking was validation
You'll always be a would have could have should have, who?

Please don't make me regret allowing this feeling
Loves never a waste of mine but I'll tell you ahead of time
To take hold of something, I'm in the ocean
Hoping to be found long before I drown (I drown, I drown, I drown)

Needed some closure I can never get you
Long shot but I'm done with mine
Ball's in your court
Playing offense and keeping up with defense, tryna make it
Make sense

It seemed too much for you isn't that right
Getting too close to the sun
I'm done putting up a fight
It's easy for me to move on
It's the getting into them that takes so long

And now that I'm hooked
You're gone
Took your bait, it feels so wrong
There isn't much else
I can do or say
But I think I just found my new therapy

That's cool

Building walls
Wanting them to come down after all