Midnight Energy

It's so hard to be dishonest
When everybody around's so boring
But I want to pick up the pieces
And find a cheap sense of thrill

And I get anxious at every party
And somehow find myself enjoying
The thought that I could be somewhat noticed
Again and again and again

I know it's too easy ignoring
All the subtle things I told you
But I want you to relive those moments
It's all gonna end so soon

So why
Does it always feel like I'm
Ending the game
So why
Does it always feel like I'm
At the end of the game
So why
Do I
Find such senseless meaning in all these features
So I
Can try
Again and again and again

I know it's so hard to be honest
When everything comes from desperation
But I want to feel some daring endeavors
But I don't know what to do

I'm not trying to diminish my findings
I know that it's been best to deny it
But I want to break into a thousand pieces
Again again, go head-turned-wildly

I'm not trying to diminish excitement
I wish I could relive those nights when
All my fears could be boiled down to
A text, a look, come energize me