Stick Up

Light and light me up, yeah
Light and light me up
Light and light me up, yeah
Light and light me up
It's a stick up. It's a stick up
It's a stick up. It's a stick up

All I need is all eyes on me, I don't need your prayers
It's a stick up. It's a stick up
It's a stick up. It's a stick up

Hey, this a stick up. I've been up. And it's: Fuck Hell, Cause I Been Once
If they don't show you love until you're dead, they ain't a real one
Keep looking back at all the things I never said
Back before them College Avenue bags made you the victim

I know my lil' bro proud of me. I know I still got life in me
I come from where the coffin drops. I rise, and that's the irony
Don't call my phone cause you gon' take me out my zone
I got 10 dead friends who could vouch but ain't alive to see

Out in LA in Laurel Canyon when I got the news
This time four years ago, I get that text now I'm confused
I check my phone, it's Scotty telling me you gone
And no disrespect to you, but that OD showed me what not to do

I got a lot to lose, I must've paid 100k
On numbing out alone, my Benzo song, it wasn't something fake
That ain't to brag, I'd rather just give you the facts
And I finally took my own advice this year, and took a summer break

Light and light me up, yeah
Light and light me up
Light and light me up, yeah
Light and light me up
It's a stick up. It's a stick up
It's a stick up. It's a stick up

All I need is all eyes on me, I don't need your prayers
It's a stick up. It's a stick up
It's a stick up. It's a stick up

I told 'em put the dope in a bag, and nobody gets hurt
Now I'm laying by myself, in withdrawal
Juice Wrld had that same curse
This life's a bitch, in fact

I lost my mind. Who knows where it went missing at
You can fight me tooth and nail, I'm actually kind of into that
Bitter by the boatload. Your loyalty a no show
If you give me your trust, just know I'll never ever give it back

2,000 miles away, in Southern California now
Roaming through the part of the town you always tried to warn me 'bout
Back on my bullshit, wilding out and losing focus, barely going through the motions
Hear the truth, but I ignore the sound

I must be crazy, hope you'd never think the worst of me
How could I be so in love with something that's been hurting me
Want me to function when I'm off three different substances, an opiate abundance
Think 'bout how I feel internally

Light and light me up, yeah
Light and light me up
Light and light me up, yeah
Light and light me up
It's a stick up. It's a stick up
It's a stick up. It's a stick up

All I need is all eyes on me, I don't need your prayers
It's a stick up. It's a stick up
It's a stick up. It's a stick up