Living In Hell (feat. V.Lone & Khartel Musik)

I been collecting my thoughts
Feeling real distant
Flew from another country just to visit
Gotta get guidance, I'm lost in decision
Feel I don't matter, my mind get explicit
Staying away from the lessons again
Can't even face all my demons within
Walking around with the mind of a sinner, cause no way in Hell God letting me in

Told me to run away from the problems
Finding some hope when I look in this bottle
I need a place where I'm in not feeling hollow
I get deflated from hitting these potholes
Damn and I'm wishing you well
I gotta climb my way out of this hell
Wouldn't blame anybody but myself
Nobody here I'm alone in my cell

Now I'm alone in my cell
Wish someone treated me well
Too bad my soul not for sale
Feelin pain so I inhale
Reading these books off the shelf
Lately I'm teaching myself
All of my haters in hell
All of my doubters in hell

The devil has ruined my plans
See myself in the future, advanced
Government is inducing a trance
Now I'm filling this hole with some bands
Lately been trapped in a box
The captor threw away the locks
Lately been feeling so lost
I been thinking, does life have a cost?
In that case do you know what it is?
Tryna make it so big for my kids
It don't matter I'm taking the risk
Can it get better than this?
Can it get better than this?
Can it get better than this?

Told me to run away from the problems
Finding some hope when I look in this bottle
I need a place where I'm in not feeling hollow
I get deflated from hitting these potholes
Damn and I'm wishing you well
I gotta climb my way out of this hell
Wouldn't blame anybody but myself
Nobody here I'm alone in my cell



Credits
Writer(s): Veshon Malone
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