Second Chance (feat. Alonda Rich)

Give me another chance
A second chance to make it all better
I promise it will be different
I promise
Give me another chance
A second chance to make it alright
I promise I'm being honest
I promise

So maybe I just need a second chance at second glance
Sticking around in this rap shit was never in the plans
Messages from all these fans
Late at night tell me how I saved they life
Maybe I've done paid for my mistakes maybe I made it right
Maybe I've done changed I'm not the same and it just came to light
Maybe I'd explain but all this pain it keeps me up at night
Clearly can't do nothing right swear it's always something right
Another day another city stand behind this fucking mic that's life
Another beat that's on repeat another sample
They don't understand how much I've given to these people that's ungrateful
Watched as all these friends became my enemies
Grown a little distant I'm remised that y'all resenting me
But just to be clear
If I could do this all again I wouldn't be here
There's part of me that sees fear
That this is not what I wanted nor I expected
Just want to make sure my thoughts are collected I ask that you

Give me another chance
A second chance to make it all better
I promise it will be different
I promise
Give me another chance
A second chance to make it alright
I promise I'm being honest
I promise

Here I am standing over my fathers casket
Looking down as all these thoughts just keep on passing
People keep on asking if I'm okay
But I don't know what to say
I look over at my sisters as they bow they head and pray
Maybe I've still got resentments and I've gotta accept this
I'm dealing with some shit that maybe I'm still on the fence with
It's kind of sad to be a kid and grow up without a dad
Knowing that you had every chance but now you're looking back
Wondering where it all went wrong
How you lost your only son and you almost killed his mom
This is more than a song it's me bringing this to light
Witness domestic violence it can really change your life
Seeing family I ain't seen since I was just a kid
How they blame me for this shit when I was just a kid
So how sorry could you be it's really clear as day
Never once did you pick up that phone or did I hear him say hey

Give me another chance
A second chance to make it all better
I promise it will be different
I promise
Give me another chance
A second chance to make it alright
I promise I'm being honest
I promise

So how do I approach this
Honestly it's been a lot of years since we've last spoken
Guess I never wrote this
Heard that you got married had some kids hope you know I
Still wish you the best even tho I let you go my
Guess it's kind of brazy
To think back on if we would've really had that baby
Fuck it's just kind of crazy
When I gave you that ring and then we got engaged
Watched it change everything we had it was kind of strange
We just played a lot of games I was in a lot of pain
Watched you walk right out the door like it was really not a thing
I was moving on a train heading for a crash collision
It's been years now and really we just passed forgiveness
I'm sorry but there ain't none shot me with a loaded gun
I don't even know if you just know what really I've become
I'm a monster now but please don't let it haunt you now
I know that it worked out for the best I wouldn't ask you now to

Give me another chance
A second chance to make it all better
I promise it will be different
I promise
Give me another chance
A second chance to make it alright
I promise I'm being honest
I promise