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I'm always feeling conflicted
These moments live in my head
Whether it's pleasure or business
Can't shake emotions of dread
The hope that nobody notices
When I distance myself
All the emotions are potent
So you can tell me farewell

It's like there's two different people
Now tell me how that can be?
I go from extro to feeble
But In the hopes you don't see
There's such a weird sense freedom
When i'm choosing to do me
See I know that it's lethal
Yet I can't set myself free

How are you loving to life
When you're not coming alive?
Are you here to go thrive
Or you gon' reach your demise?
Don't go dimming light
Cause it'll alter the shine
Think the skin I wear's mine
But it's all a disguise

How can I live in a vision
When sight and vision ain't clear
In my heart there's division
But the decisions severe
Yet I'm ignoring my calling
And all you call me Sincere
Know I'm choosing the latter
And I don't want to be here

I don't wanna be here no more
(No, no, no)
I don't wanna be here no more
I don't wanna be here no more
(No, no, no)
I don't wanna be here more

I took leap from heaven
To find unanswered questions
In the process lost some brethren
Other friends, They headed out
My Head in doubt, I'll my keep my blessings
Only time will test it
Stuck with memories
Remember these?
The Gift's inside the present
Help me capture the essence
Of what it's like to leave my life
So I become independent
I realize we're cutting ties
You're here and gone in a second
I'm moving on so here's a song
We live on in these records
Maybe all this was destined
Is it right to ask questions?
Like if I die at twenty seven
Does that make me a legend?
If I die at 25
Did I leave my impression?
Can only shine and be the light
When it's for likes and some mentions
I swear that's not my intention
And when I lay it down and say it loud
It's really not a great premise
There's a cloud
Air it out
You don't need to go near it
It's bad for health
I'll use myself
Pray it don't get my spirit

My Only lesson?
How to suppress my depression
Will it lessen?
Or just regress my progression

You've come a long way
And it's time for a change
You're no longer the same
Welcome new mindstate

My Only lesson?
How to suppress my depression
Will it lessen?
Or just regress my progression

You've come a long way
And it's time for a change
You're no longer the same
Welcome new mindstate

I don't wanna be here no more
(No, no, no)
I don't wanna be here no more
I don't wanna be here no more
(No, no, no)
I don't wanna be here more



Credits
Writer(s): Angel Caceres
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