Lost Soldiers

Remember bro had made that post bout takin' one of em' to the head
I went pulled up to his crib and his mom said he ain't there
I'm just thinkin' in my head my nigga good wanna be alone
'Til a couple days later when they said my nigga gone
My plus 10 year nigga gone it fucked my head up
The first night I ain't get no sleep me and his brother stayed up
I done lost so many niggas that at the time I couldn't feel it
But I know my nigga gone so throw them A's up for the realest
Ton was with me when them niggas pulled up and tried lining me
We ain't have no pole but he stood by me them real nigga qualities
I'm gone scream my nigga name in all the booths 'til they tired of me
All the pain I feel it's bleeding out my eyes it's blinding me
Got Ton picture in my car when I hop in he watching me
Going harder with this music can't hold me back no stopping me
My homies gone said I could do it gotta make them proud of me
I'm suppressing all my demons but death brought them out of me

17 years old
My heart turned cold
I lost my soul
When I lost my bro
So many memories was made and now shit ain't gone be the same
All my skies they turned to grey when they laid my niggas in they grave
Said it was they time
I lost my mind
Inside my mind
The sun don't shine
And every raindrop filled with pain I know my niggas feel the same
Seem like every other day I lose my niggas to the game

Some my niggas lost they life running them bands up
Some my niggas like tight joints they just got jammed up
Some my niggas mental hurt they mind got damage
They wonder why we got these poles they don't understand us
They don't understand us
And I know they never will
They aint gone understand this stressing 'til they walking through them fields
I was walking through the snow just tryna make it to the crib
'Til I seen a green dot and I heard them tires squeal
Jumped the first gate that I saw and now I'm running for my life
I'm asking God why cause at this time I swear I'm living right
Wasn't in no bullshit I'm in the crib by 10 at night
But innocents die all the time it don't matter in this life
It don't matter in this life so I'm hanging out later
Need my money like it's candy nigga bring it now and later
Know some opps that they don't like my kin I know they wanna take us
So I'm clutching on my chrome that's my life saver

17 years old
My heart turned cold
I lost my soul
When I lost my bro
So many memories was made and now shit ain't gone be the same
All my skies they turned to grey when they laid my niggas in they grave
Said it was they time
I lost my mind
Inside my mind
The sun don't shine
And every raindrop filled with pain I know my niggas feel the same
Seem like every other day I lose my niggas to the game



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Writer(s): Ahmad Morocco
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