Break

I wish that I could feel just what it is
And not what it seems to be
I wish that I could leave my harbor
Without fear and insecurity
It's not as easy as everybody told you
Because they don't know a thing of this
But every day when I'm dreaming I tell myself
One day I break out and leave all this

To leave it all behind

I pack my bags I break out I break free
Starting to live my dreams like I should do
No more barriers no more holding back
Must be comfortable to feel like this
But then I wake up it was just a dream
I didn't break out I just fell asleep
And it starts to eat me from within
Can someone make me believe

I hate it to feel this, hate it that I can't leave it
I'm hating myself so bad
Is this reality or am I dreaming
Please wake me up again

Wake me up

I pack my bags I break out I break free
Starting to live my dreams like I should do
No more barriers no more holding back
Must be comfortable to feel like this
But then I wake up it was just a dream
I didn't break out I just fell asleep
And it starts to eat me from within
Can someone make me believe

I've always made up lies
I was hiding it for so long

Call it depression
Call it sickness
Call it anxiety
Call it trauma
I was suffocating under all these lies
Try to hide it just to look alright
On the outside
I can't breathe because of it
On the inside I'm so sick
I live in constant fear
That it will never get better
I hope it will get better



Credits
Writer(s): Jens Haarnagel
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