In My Feelings

They ask me how I'm feeling
I don't know how I'm feeling
Things going good I should be happy but I don't feel it
I'm happy that I'm sad its a fucked up feeling
Such a fucked up feeling
Mama asking me what's wrong as she tearing up
We been scarred from situations ain't no healing us
Hard headed cant no-one put fear in us
I asked for help they acted like they couldn't hear none

Forever an always real
Don't speak on how I feel
Pain made me kinda raised me, I don't wanna heal
But I still stand on my 2 feet On ten toes
On go we don't know the meaning of slow
An
So much time was wasted
Was expecting changes without making changes
Ain't have no role model so I became him I
Got off my ass an rewrote lines till they where perfect
Tryna make a way, make an earning
No matter how big my name gets I'm grounded jus like the earth is
No regular person I
Got a heart full spaces and dreams full of greatness
Starting to believe in myself an the toll its taking
Is amazing finally feel like I'm making a way in
You can see the moves I'm making don't need to say shit
But still when

They ask me how I'm feeling
I don't know how I'm feeling
Things going good I should be happy but I don't feel it
I'm happy that I'm sad its a fucked up feeling
Such a fucked up feeling
Mama asking me what's wrong as she tearing up
We been scarred from situations ain't no healing us
Hard headed cant no-one put fear in us
I asked for help they acted like they couldn't hear none

Don't wanna eat, I lost my appetite
No one ask what's up they jus say I ain't acting right
That's cause all my feelings left
No feeling, feeling like the walking dead
Dead man walking
People offered me help I ignore it
An a bitch said she like me but I wont fall for it
Hate, pain, rage muthafucka I got all of it
People said they support but praying on the fall of him
An I think I'm fucked up cause I be surrounded by people who I know love me
But I don't never feel love what the fuck you know about it
I can be around a million people an still be feeling lonely
Nobody really know me
Cause ion even fucking know me
An life is a bitch oh she slowly
Got hurt in my body like piranhas in my veins might OD
I been feeling like it's only me

They ask me how I'm feeling
I don't know how I'm feeling
Things going good I should be happy but I don't feel it
I'm happy that I'm sad its a fucked up feeling
Such a fucked up feeling,
Mama asking me what's wrong as she tearing up
We been scarred from situations ain't no healing us
Hard headed cant no-one put fear in us
I asked for help they acted like they couldn't hear none



Credits
Writer(s): Milos Jovetic
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