Erebus

Harming myself
It's alarming
I need a friend
Everyone's ignoring me lately so, I'll call APHRODITE
Lemme see if she picks up

I don't have no money but i've Got the will to support
Regardless people bash me
And deport, my intent to NK
North Korea) report to
Mr. KJ-UN so he can
Nuke 'em do's, leave luck to heaven, nintendo
Diminuendo of din scares me
No eternal internal sunshine but
But i'm like JIM i CARRY
This pain with tears
In my eyes cause i can't deploy
All the pent up hatred i have inside
An erstwhile sessile on a
Missile nada fickle friends,
No killjoys just the girl i love
We kiss, smile, get lost in each Other's eyes
OH! it was a dream HOBBLEDEHOY
I learnt my lesson, yet, on
Myself i can't rely
Ya'll wild jackals you clear your Dear evil conscience tactically Forbid me to speak my truth
But i do have the right to Imply, you belie, on lanai, Colonize, my state of mind
You do coy to decoy but i Deeply respect thou
SHIA LE BOUF so, i just try to Act tough but i don't Understand why ya'll kiss and Tell
I only aspire to be well in my Life's movie
No fluctuation in emotional Weight unlike Christian Bale, No exaggeration
Can't reveal your identities but Can spell four initials of four Names that tore me properly
It goes like
N.A.M.E, epithet evil, criminal Beings, same ol' irony, you try To kill me
I urge for a plea, a stroke of Serendipity, constantly bugged But
I'm homeless, pity Pittie)covered in flea, not Gonna flee, in a shelter for now
Propose a notion in motion 'am Already down on one knee
Show me some love, an ounce
JUST DON'T LEMME BE
JUST DON'T LEMME BE
JUST DON'T LEMME BE
JUST DON'T LEMME BE

Broke, no rupee, no peso, why It seems so
People like to belittle me as i'm On the way
OH! looking for felicity in the City of dead, biased committee
It doesn't even matter cause my Pain is served on a silver platter
In a church, at ease, diocese, Broken piece by piece, Altarpiece long gone, deceased
Freudian slip, i'm on my knees, Spare me please, "mujhe Baksho"
It's a ferocious battle
APHRODITE vs EREBUS
Only lord can forgive me
And save my soul

Should i budge? Nah, i Shouldn't
Y'all relate genuine concerns to Some ulterior motive, you Judge
But, all i can do is wait for love Like SSR'S buddy fudge
Not knowing it's gone, i trudge The stairs of life feeling uneasy Like a drudge
I wanna hug and hold hands, Ya'll wanna hate and hold a Grudge
That's how it is

Fraudulent love and Veracious Lust, can't differentiate, both Hauntingly alluring at the crust
It's a lawless land
Same shit, same time
Sand glass obstructs my date With prepossessing lady luck
Get the irony? UGLY FATE
But, oh wait
I'm lost, no wonder, like an Awful king's palace
Wasn't gonna say Alice
Common scheme, missing Since 02-12-16 Mariah Gonsalves (GONE'S ALICE)
Not a
G.O.A.T, but i'm skinned alive To make aegis, anxious in Cages, callus mind
People are fucked, just nitpick My art
I don't know where do i start? I Put my heart and soul in every Syllable and fable
I jot, am i still a failure? hmm? i Guess not (Nought) but the Rope of my hope
Isn't as taut, yet i pursuit in a Fly suit shoot in a nuclear Holocaust no hazmat
Just a pair of shoe i don't know What to do with my life Anymore
WORD UP!
I need to go slow, smiling Upside down lately a frown
I'm no show but all go,everyday I take a low blow, oh ho, so it's Better to let this all go
Let this all go
Yeah, i need to let this all go
I'm descending in darkness, When i reach, i'll greet Erebus
I'll hug him, he'll give me a buss Of death, i guess, post that i'll Be ageless
Boisterous, away from the Coarseness of humans, Evergreen like cypress
It'll be a great occasion, Ceremonious, there'll be Closeness
With the help of corpus among Souls of corpses who died
For a purpose, not in vain
I don't compete with nobody, In my own lane, just an attempt At stayin' sane
Do ride my train of thought, It's crazy deep, i promise
You'll disappear

I've written my eulogy i'm Going soon, busy building a Tomb
Numerous rough years (affairs) With trauma since i came out
Of the womb
I'm ruined, pickin' up remains, Tryin' to build a fukin' dune
Out of tune, no one cares, cause I've got bizarre layers
Maybe Erebus will be my Soothsayer
I'll no longer recite a damn Prayer
Farewell to everyone, i'm Second to none, i guess the Dark side will treat me with Care
I don't know if i should stay Here or go, i don't know
If i'll be well here, so, i'll leave This planet

Okay okay hold up let me call Erebus
HELLO?
Welcome. I'll end your misery, We'll gel well, let's go
OK