I Hurt My Own Feelings

Back in bed, fresh sheets, going out of my mind
Wondering where you are, who you're with
If I'm wasting all my time
Time I could spending by myself
Finding pleasure in the pain and getting overwhelmed
By the way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name

It's a risk I'd like to take

I hurt my own feelings
What did I expect to see?
I know you're with her and you probably don't like me
But I do it instinctively
So I hurt my own feelings
When I'm looking up your name
Stare at the ceiling
Try to make the thinking go away
But it's getting harder to breathe
I'd rather hurt my own feelings

Second guess, repeat for the millionth time
Is it just what I get for going on the internet to meet someone online
When I get into town, baby I'll stop by
Make a movie with no sound yeah
We'll keep it quiet
Kiss me soft and in places I can't name

It's a risk I'd like to take (just take my phone away)

I hurt my own feelings
What did I expect to see?
I know you're with her and you probably don't like me
But I do it instinctively
So I hurt my own feelings
When I'm looking up your name
Stare at the ceiling
Try to make the thinking go away
But it's getting harder to breathe
I'd rather hurt my own feelings

You wait for her to text you
While I wonder where you've been
It's my fault I only wanna hold your hand
And I won't tell you cause it scares you to feel vulnerable
And I'm attached to what I've made you
Cause it's comfortable
Yeah it's comfortable

I hurt my own feelings
What did I expect to see?
I know you're with her and you probably don't like me
But I do it instinctively
So I hurt my own feelings
When I'm looking up your name
Stare at the ceiling
Try to make the thinking go away
But it's getting harder to breathe
I'd rather hurt my own feelings



Credits
Writer(s): Cece Oates
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