Innovative

You ain't heard these conversations, you can't get back time that's wasted
I was broken, needed patience, hate the ones who try to fake it
It's within, nah, you can't save me, fuck the dudes that tried to play me
How that workout in your favor? All these riches for the takin'

It be numbin' all the pain, the shit I still struggle to say
If you hurt me, hope you pay, like how it feel to see me great?
Never asked if I was straight, no, you could never hold the weight
I took all of my frustration, made it work I'm innovative, yeah

Pickin' and choosin' take too long with me, you'll lose me
I don't get how you so comfortable, this shit feel like a doozy
You gon' feel some type of way when you realize how I was for you
Got the nerve to flip the script like I won't pop out just to show you

Oh, it's like that? We get like that
Take you to hell, you won't come back, don't try to test that
I still watch the way I speak in case the phone tapped
If I wasn't writin' songs, then I'd be off the map

Tote a tech, I got a MAC, it goin' rrt, damn
All the days I been alone nobody hold my hand
Man, I'm so grateful that you listen, never call 'em fans
Where would I be if I ain't risk it all, I got a plan

It was deep survival mode, I had to be a man
Where was you when I was lost? Don't ever call me fam
I put money on that JPay, I was broke, but you was jammed
Always been the type to care for them, I wonder where they at

Pulled myself out, an addiction, hard when pieces of you missin'
Can't fill voids with a prescription, had that talk, I'm glad I listened
Rubbin' on me like a blister, how could I come up, I'm sinister
Use fame to pay my dues, my soul intact, but I'm a visitor

Get flashbacks of the days when I was down bad on my ass
You ask me 'bout like three years back, I couldn't see no greener grass
That's why I'm exhalin' it slowly while I'm puffin' on the thrax
It feels different in the moment, man, I'm thankin' God for that

You ain't heard these conversations, you can't get back time that's wasted
I was broken, needed patience, hate the ones who try to fake it
It's within, nah, you can't save me, fuck the dudes that tried to play me
How that workout in your favor? All these riches for the takin'

It be numbin' all the pain, the shit I still struggle to say
If you hurt me, hope you pay, like how it feel to see me great?
Never asked if I was straight, no, you could never hold the weight
I took all of my frustration, made it work I'm innovative, yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Alexandra Fastuca
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