I Want Revenge

I want revenge
But I got too much to lose now

I want revenge but I don't really need it
What I need is anger management and treatment
They say they friends, I wish that they would mean it
'Cause in the end, these feelings feel like weakness
Once again, these haters got me heated
Ten out ten, they see me won't repeat it
Money in, and man it's getting frequent
To count all this, it's gon' take up the whole weekend

Lost so many people I just learned to cope
Losing ones who understood me hurt the most
When my father died, I felt it rip my soul
Rest my piece with him and now I'm never whole
Feel like I was chosen, still I worked for this
Most people have a purpose, I have purposes
Jealous husband with these beats, I murder it
Drop a hit from out the blue just like a bird'll shit
F*ck a label deal, they'll put you on the shelf
Self-made when I win awards, I'll thank myself (Thank me, Thank me)
You don't really want it like I want, so you don't have it
Even addicts wake up broke but then they hustle for their habits
Wanting somethin', workin', waitin', waitin', waitin'
Boy, you'd think I mastered chess like Bobby Fischer all this fuckin' patience
Weighted by my stress and issues, problems that I know will hit
That will prolly crash my legend on some Kobe sh*t

I want revenge but I don't really need it
What I need is anger management and treatment
They say they friends, I wish that they would mean it
'Cause in the end, these feelings feel like weakness
Once again, these haters got me heated
Ten out ten, they see me won't repeat it
Money in, and man it's getting frequent
To count all this, it's gon' take up the whole weekend

Hop up out that R8 like I'm Iron Man
F*ck your life up, only way a rival can
I plan all my shit but it don't go as planned
Always somethin' extra half of life is spam
Typin' at me online dog, don't press your luck
Last time they gave the address (POOF!) I popped up
I knocked on the door, they locked it scared as fuck
Then I broke into that b*tch and beat them bitches up
Cops show up, my grandma saying, "Not again"
I say, "How many outside?!!", she counted, "7, 8, 9, 10!"
When you feel like they just caught you man, your heart, it just don't stop
Heartbeat beating like you ran non-stop for 20 fucking blocks, trust me

I want revenge but I don't really need it
What I need is anger management and treatment
They say they friends, I wish that they would mean it
'Cause in the end, these feelings feel like weakness
Once again, these haters got me heated
Ten out ten, they see me won't repeat it
Money in, and man it's getting frequent
To count all this, it's gon' take up the whole weekend