Issues

I've been sitting in a daze stone cold blown
But it will not phase me in till I go home
I am this way because of everything that I know
It goes to show all my emotions will continue to flow
I am awkward and there's no one that can really talk to
I hate to open up because it always causes problems
People always telling lies You know I don't got the time
Always trying to tell me why but you know I don't compromise
Switching sides while you scheming on people you hate
Death doesn't discriminate so be careful with what you say
Because one day somebody gonna put you in your place
You gone try to fight back and eat a bullet to the face
That's life cause every second someone gotta die
For another kid whose being born at the same time
I've been contemplating on the reason why I'm even here
I be running round in circles each and every other year

See I got trust issues cause of girls who misuse
Who let loose and don't care what they lose
It's fake news you don't get what you choose
A lit fuse if you don't share the same views
I'm Trynna make moves get cash and pay dues
But I hate crews who get loud and break rules
Fake fools who steal and take jewels
Like white dudes who get mad and shoot schools

I got an attitude I wake up and just start trippen
Fuck the world and everyone that's in it
If you really wanna know just what it's like then you can take a minute
At any given lyric all you have to do listen
Because I'm fucked up hearing voices doesn't let me sleep
I can't eat and I'm skinnier than I was last week
Pants don't fit and the shoes falling of my feet
I can't Sleep but I got three kids I need to feed
I know I tell myself I hope it won't last
I'm always moving forward trying to learn from the past
But some days I'll be really feeling like I'm stuck
Thinking back to the days I was living in my truck
Ain't shit change I ain't got a penny to my name
Every time I get paid gone in the same day
But I will never let it get as bad as it was
I was on a lot of drugs but that was only because

I got trust issues cause of girls who misuse
Who let loose and don't care what they lose
It's fake news you don't get what you choose
A lit fuse if you don't share the same views
I'm Trynna make moves get cash and pay dues
But I hate crews who get loud and break rules
Fake fools who steal and take jewels
Like white dudes who get mad and shoot schools

I figure now is just as good as time as any
Death is creeping up I'm only in my mid twentys
We always tell each other we got plenty of time
But we never tell each other what we got on our mind
We be showboating doing drugs wasting money and overdosing
And then forget about the things that are the most important
Like go to school for a degree start a business and a family
Be successful and try to build a legacy
Well I tried to go to class
But my baby moms was pregnant with my first born
So that shit didn't last
Now I'm sixty thousand in debt slaving away every day for a pay check
To meet ends and try to pay the rest
Playing it close to the vest taking hits to the chest
I be feeling more than depressed but I gotta suppress
Ain't shit left I don't have a single thing to give
And I confess sometimes I don't even wanna live
Defying science hear the sirens when I triumph
Not denying I am nothing but a cowardly lion
I'm always trying but I'm silent very quiet
Waiting for the day that this coal turn into a diamond
Y'all big snakes slither something like a basilisk
I'm cancerous but I will never wait to get my ass kissed
I'm not strong so I don't know what you thought
All I wanna do is fucking rot and that is only cause I got

Trust issues cause of girls who misuse
Who let loose and don't care what they lose
It's fake news you don't get what you choose
A lit fuse if you don't share the same views
I'm Trynna make moves get cash and pay dues
But I hate crews who get loud and break rules
Fake fools who steal and take jewels
Like white dudes who get mad and shoot schools