This Loss

Heartbreak in the making, momma told me what to do
She said don't waste all your lovings
On the ones that don't love you
Years of dedication brought me tears that taught me use
I can't help but wonder if you felt the love I knew

I feel this loss, I hear the sound
Of all the times you'd pick me up if I fell on the ground
But I'm still lost, and yet I've found
That no matter how much love you give
They'll always let you down, they'll let you down

Feels like it's been ages, we've got catching up to do
I guess I've just been busy and I'm sure that you are too
Back when we were younger we were closer than I knew
Now all that we talk about are things we used to do

And I feel lost, who are we now
Always so confused and busy but pretending we know how
And I'm still lost, and what I've found
Is that if you think they'll wait for you
They'll always let you down, they'll let you down

I'm lost, it's true, I don't know what to do anymore
If you're lost too, then at least we're alone anymore
I'm lost, it's true, I don't know what to do anymore
But if you're lost too
Then at least we're not alone anymore
Not alone anymore, not alone anymore

I don't feel lost anymore, my dock been rocked but
I'm sure that we'll be fine, even if we never talk anymore
I don't feel lost anymore, I'm just as lost as before
But I'm not the only one who's feeling down from this
Distance, I'm confident, we linking up, it's condiment
Just catching up, and mustering up
The courage to suggest that we hang out more often
Racing towards a coffin
I don't want those memories easily forgotten